Chapter XLVI — Shama's Gaya Trip; the Portrait Ahead of Him; the Two Goats
Source: Shri Sai Satcharitra, trans. Gunaji
Marathi original: Sai Satcharita (archive.org scan) · Devotee testimonies: Narasimha Swami 1936 (Internet Archive) · Full bibliography: /sources.html
URL: https://www.saibaba.org/satcharitra/sai46.html
Sections
Preliminary — Baba's Invisible Thread
Hemadpant opens: Baba's form is invisible to us now, but those who believe receive living experiences. By an invisible subtle thread Baba draws devotees from near and far to his feet. The intelligent and learned fall into the samsar's pit through egoism; Baba saves the poor, simple, and devout. He plays the whole game inwardly while posing as a non-doer. Chanting his name is the easiest sadhana: it dispels Rajas and Tamas, raises Sattwa, brings discrimination, dispassion, and knowledge. The mark of complete surrender is that the mind grows calm and peaceful.
The chapter's promise: "If Baba accepts a devotee, He follows him and stands by him day and night, at his home or abroad. Let the devotee go anywhere he likes — Baba is there ahead of him in some form in an inconceivable manner."
The Invitation — Dixit, Chandorkar, and Baba's Promise
Kakasaheb Dixit decided to perform his eldest son Babu's thread ceremony (Upanayan) at Nagpur. Around the same time Nanasaheb Chandorkar decided to perform his eldest son's marriage at Gwalior. Both came to Shirdi and invited Baba. Baba asked them to take Shama as his representative. Pressed to come in person, Baba said:
"Take Shama with you. After doing Banares and Prayag, I shall be ahead of Shama."
Shama's Journey
With Baba's permission Shama and Appa Kote went together. Itinerary and financing:
- Nagpur — thread ceremony at Dixit's; Rs. 200 for expenses
- Gwalior — marriage ceremony at Chandorkar's; Rs. 100 from Chandorkar and Rs. 100 from Mr. Jather (the Vyahi, in-law)
- Kashi (Banares) — Jather's Laxmi-Narayan temple
- Ayodhya — Rama-Mandir, Jather's manager hosting; stayed 21 days
- Back to Kashi (Banares) — two months
- Then Gaya
Gaya — the Portrait at the Gayawala's Wada
On the train to Gaya they heard plague was prevailing. Reaching the station at night, they stayed in the Dharmashala. In the morning the Gayawala (the Brahmin priest who arranges pilgrim lodging) arrived:
"The pilgrims have already started; you better make haste."
Shama asked about the plague. The Gayawala: "No — please come without fear or anxiety, and see for yourself." They went with him to his commodious Wada.
Shama was pleased with the accommodation. But what pleased him most was the beautiful big portrait of Baba fixed in the central and front portion of the building. Shama was overwhelmed; remembered Baba's words "After doing Kashi and Prayag I shall be ahead of Shama"; burst into tears; hairs stood on end; throat choked; sobbed.
The Gayawala thought Shama was crying from plague-fear. Shama instead asked how he had obtained Baba's portrait. The Gayawala explained: he had 200 or 300 agents at Manmad and Punatambe arranging pilgrim convenience; from them he heard Baba's fame; twelve years earlier he had gone to Shirdi for Baba's darshan, requested a portrait for Shama's house, and with Baba's permission Shama himself had given it to him. The portrait now hung at the centre of his Wada in Gaya.
Shama remembered the former incident. The Gayawala's joy knew no bounds on learning that the same Shama who had obliged him was now his guest. The Gayawala — a very rich man — sat in a palanquin and made Shama ride an elephant, attending to every comfort.
The Two Goats — the Rs. 32 Bargain
Baba was once returning from Lendi when he saw a flock of goats. Two attracted his attention. He went to them, caressed and fondled them, and bought them for Rs. 32.
The devotees were surprised — the goats would fetch Rs. 2-4 each at most (Rs. 8 the pair). They began to take Baba to task. Baba remained calm.
Shama and Tatya Kote asked for an explanation. Baba said he should not store money — he had no home, no family to look after — and asked them to purchase at his cost four seers of dal to feed the goats. After feeding, Baba returned the goats to the shepherd.
The Past-Life Reminiscence
"Oh Shama and Tatya, you think that I have been deceived in this bargain. No. Listen to their story. In their former birth they were human beings and had the good fortune to be My companions and sit by My side. They were uterine brothers, loving each other at first; but later they became enemies. The elder brother was an idle fellow while the younger was an active chap and earned a lot of money. The former became greedy and jealous and wanted to kill his brother and take away his money. They forgot their fraternal relations and began to quarrel.
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"The elder brother resorted to many devices to kill his younger brother, but all his attempts failed. Thus they became deadly enemies, and finally on one occasion the elder gave a deadly blow with a big stick on the latter's head while the latter struck the former with an axe, with the result that both fell dead on the spot. As the result of their actions, they were both born as goats.
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"As they passed by me, I at once recognized them. I remembered their past history. Taking pity on them I wanted to feed them and give them rest and comfort, and for this reason I spent all the money for which you reprove me. As you did not like My bargain, I sent them back to their shepherd."
Verbatim Sai Baba quotes documented in this chapter
- (To Dixit and Chandorkar, on accompanying Shama) "Take Shama with you. After doing Banares and Prayag, I shall be ahead of Shama."
- (To Shama and Tatya about the goats — past-life recognition) "Oh Shama and Tatya, you think that I have been deceived in this bargain. No. Listen to their story. In their former birth they were human beings and had the good fortune to be My companions and sit by My side. They were uterine brothers, loving each other at first; but later they became enemies… the elder gave a deadly blow with a big stick on the latter's head while the latter struck the former with an axe… As the result of their actions, they were both born as goats. As they passed by me, I at once recognized them. I remembered their past history."